张翅飞  0:17:26
……
翩翩waiter  0:17:42
怎么了吗、
张翅飞  0:17:52
没什么，意料之中的答案。
翩翩waiter  0:19:12
哦。。看来你还挺了解我吗
张翅飞  0:19:29
这点不需要怎么了解你就可以做到呀
翩翩waiter  0:20:08
……
翩翩waiter  0:20:15
说起来我很……
张翅飞  0:20:29
怎么？
翩翩waiter  0:20:45
很白痴
张翅飞  0:26:29
妄自菲薄。
翩翩waiter  0:26:50
哦？难道你不觉得我很白痴吗？
张翅飞  0:27:03
要学会努力呀。
不论什么时候都不要放弃对自己的努力。
像我师父，都是很努力的人。
翩翩waiter  0:27:58
…………
很多时候努力是改变不了什么的。尽管我也在努力，但是我仍然无法嘴努力
张翅飞  0:28:49
只有努力，才会无愧呀。
另外，有些事情要学会用“五年后的眼光”来看到。
一件事情如果五年后再回头看你会觉得不值得的话，那么就真的不值得。
翩翩waiter  0:29:27
对的。但是我有点时候感觉世界好冷。
张翅飞  0:29:57
冷就多穿点。
另外，学会微笑。虽然微笑并不能改变什么。但是努力去微笑后，也许就不会觉得那么冷了。
翩翩waiter  0:30:25
我太敏感了
张翅飞  0:30:35
幸福需要钝感。
翩翩waiter  0:30:46
我经常为了某一点点事就痛苦或者兴奋。
张翅飞  0:31:20
兴奋是好事情，但有时候不可期望过高。
痛苦则完全没有必要，想像下五年后的自己如何看待这件事情。
翩翩waiter  0:32:43
其实我很多时候就是对自己是期望过高。然后就失望得不得了。。。。。我很多时候都是自己在伤害自己。。。。。我经常看电视。里面的好人都是有好报。。但是现实中的好人大部分没有好报
张翅飞  0:33:24
好人不一定有好报。但也不是坏人就一定有好报撒。

所以努力做好人吧。
翩翩waiter  0:33:41
而我很多时候都把自己当成好人。然而我自己根本就不是个好人。然而我却在感叹连好人都不会感叹的好人的报酬
张翅飞  0:34:54
另外，人不是分为纯粹的好人和坏人，把自己的事情做好就行了。
翩翩waiter  0:35:25
这个我知道。
张翅飞  0:35:52
那就对了。晚安哈。明天我还要约会，先睡了。
突然发现今天晚上自己居然这么啰嗦……
翩翩waiter  0:36:00
不过我还是会抱怨这个世界。。有时候所有的不快集中到一起就会不断的伤心
张翅飞  0:36:34
翩翩waiter 00:36:01
不过我还是会抱怨这个世界。。有时候所有的不快集中到一起就会不断的伤心
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抱怨解决不了问题的。
不如选择对自己有好处的方式发泄。
就这样。
张翅飞  0:37:20
就这样了。Bye
翩翩waiter  0:37:26
是的。我也在这样做。但是很多时候我还是无法控制自己不去抱怨。不过这个还是需要累计。
翩翩waiter  0:37:31
好吧。晚安、

我爱重庆，爱重庆的山水，爱重庆的人。我爱重庆的坎坎坡坡，爱重庆的臭水沟，爱重庆的公交，爱重庆的美女，爱重庆的热……曾经一直觉得这么算的话简直就是一种非常人才能说出口的，但是现在我却有说不出完的爱重庆的一切。真的只有体验过爱的人才能真正理解这充满感情的话语。我爱重庆。说实话，我真的不愿意再次离开重庆。或许是我害怕吧。但是还是忍不住。这里，我才能很勇敢的做人，有人支持我。在南京，尽管也有人支持我，但是仍然不能有那么足够的力量。这或许是身在外地的游子独有的感情吧。也许真的只有出过门的人才能体验到这种痛苦。现在去读“断肠人在天涯”等游子诗才能真正尝到其中的滋味。

The day after tomorrow I will leave for the school.It makes me rather unhappy owing to two reasons.One is that the environment there doesnt' attract me such as the bad traffic and the cold people.The other one is that I have to get to Nanjing by sitting on the train without a bed.Besides, the bad experiences I had last term frighten me very much.I don't want to have them again.I am too afraid to experience that again!How unlucky I am.Actually I am never willing to get away from my home because of what I have had recently.So it is a terrible thing to leave home.There are my family and friends here I love.In fact,sometimes I may say that it is I that is afraid of the world.I can't accept it.

不是社会怎么了，而是我不能很好的融入这个社会哦。我很怕。因为我发现坏人太多了。我害怕坏人。因为可以相信的人太少了。世界本来就如此。所以我说我自己不好哦。

nThis morning begun with a lot of bombs.We all celebrated it happily.That's so great!At about ten o'clock all my family went to Ciqikou to pray to the Gods.We didn't get into the temple for there were thousands of people who came here.I have something to say about the Gods and the temple.

Most of us go to the temple to pray for health,good luck and the fotune.We give away money to the temple in a belief that all we do can bring us what we want.So the Gods become the salesmen.Tell sell everything we pray.Yet not all of us find the deal will come true.Despite these,people continue doing it.In fact those whose dreams come true

Nothing I am.Every day I see many people but only a few can impress me as humans.Most of them are just bodies without souls.Although I am trying my best to think of others as good as possible ,yet the world disappoints me very much.So far I have known simply few rules of the society ,which has caused me to feel rather uncomfortable.I just say the world is cold in spite of its beautiful side.I know we must believe the life is full of wonders but how many wonders can we meet?That's the problem.I have friends and reletives who I can trust but I think I can't tell them anything.Some terrible things are just for me not for others though sharing sorrow is not bad.

Today is the Spring Festival Eve.I am not very happy.Don't worry.There is nothing to trouble me.I don't just talk about the big thing like the world ,the life .I just want to say something about my feelings.I am not as excited as others when the biggest festival comes.All I want to do is to be alone whilie listening to music.I know this is avoiding but there isn't any better thing I can do.

Today is the Spring Festival Eve and the time for all to celebrate it ceremoniously.So I want to send my best wishes to all my family and friends.

The same things as we do every year,the Spring Festival is always fascinating us. We love it and make it the best time for entertainment and endless happiness.

Wishes to all I love !

Today is out of thought.Afrer a great lunch I went out to buy networking lines and when coming back, I happened to meet a lady who is the mother of my classmate in primary school and our neighbour.I called her three times but no reply was made.Besides,she passed me through close to me .This made me extraodinarily dizzy.In the past ,we would greet each other every time we met.Back home ,I asked my mother why and she told me the reasons.Although I thought I couldn't be a stand-by,it made me really unpleasant! In the view of an angry person, I couldn't helping scolding her heavily and I wished her family would have died out.In the view of a reasonable person, I could just say she was impolite.Maybe she was not fond of my mother ,but she couldn't do like this at least for I was rather polite and admired her all the time. That's shame of her to do this .But my mother told me that she and her husband were not good persons and always did things that huited others ,which I am pro for. When little ,I went to play with their child but her husband blamed me for nothing.I can't forgive this since that .OK,  I don't want to mention them and I will remove them from my eyes and thought.They are really despicable(卑鄙的，卑劣的).

Actually I have realized the world is out of my thought since I went to the university .After I arrived the school, I found that most of the people were not as good as those in high school. When I came back home for the first vocation of the university I also found that the people became more cold.Some people who used to greet me have become strangers besides the woman I just mentioned.I don't why they did this and now I don't want to know it because I have a family who love me and lots of true friends including Tao ,W ,MW,Feifei,Lala and some colleagemates.Compared to the these ,they are nothing.I don't care about them though I was very surprised about all these .

Tomrrow is the Spring Festival Eve, I hope all my bad luck will get away.I have experienced many unhappy things including some I can't tell anyone ! I just want to get rid of them ever after.That's all I want to for the next year .

Once I noticed Star's blog on Xiaonei was written in English and I decided to do it myself .Until now I haven't succeded.Also I saw the movie The Golden Compas due to Star's blog.

In fact I don't know what to write because just now one passage was uploaded to Live Spaces.Let me talk about my feelings these days.

Generally speaking, I am not happy because of the complex society. I have always been dividing myself into the category of dreaming. Thinking close to dreaming is all I am doing and want to do.As a consequence , I can't accept many rules of the society that are unfair and profane(世俗的).I can't adjust myself to it .Though I've been always persuading myself to blend into the complex and realistic society.My mom often tells me to pay more attention to the relationships especially with those who have power and authority I don't like .Though I know she does it for me ,yet my inner creature can't follow it .Maybe I will suffer some unpleasant things, but compared to the morals,I hate it .

That's all for today!

这几天一直在听中岛美嘉的歌曲，因为她的歌曲有意境，而且她本人也有个性，由于此前不是很了解他，所以这些天狂听。今天晚上于是就加了一些歌曲来听。当然首选宇多田光的。选了《樱花翩翩》和《Deep River》，两首都是抒情歌。想到了自己以前最讨厌听的歌曲就是慢节奏的歌曲，情歌就是主要部分。现在却非常喜欢耐听的情歌。准确地说，我听的慢歌都是外国的，主要是日本的，根本唱的什么意思，不过也无所谓，光那个音乐就足够了，因为我听音乐就可以知道其中的感受了。而且音乐制作很精良，比国内音乐好好多了。初次之外，我喜欢的日本歌手都是比较文雅的，没什么负面消息的。至少给我的感觉就是他们完全投入了音乐事业了。而不像我国歌手为了出名赚钱呢！                                              

P.S.因为张飞我自己都认为自己快成为同性恋了。应该准确地说，除了张飞那可爱的东东，我还不对其他男的感兴趣。